A little background. To start I quit doing opiates, 20 days sober! My work schedule is m-f 3pm-1130pm. (I have a pretty good job). I got back into the gym. Have been meditating everyday and am planning to go back to school.

While using opiates. It made me walk through life with ease. I had so much confidence. Could literally get any girl I wanted to. And I did. And felt like I could handle any problem.

Now sober it feels like I'm learning to walk again. I realize that to get where I need to be sober, (confidence wise) I have to get my life in order. My problem is I get anxiety that I am not doing enough. To better myself. I read, I cook, I try to stay busy to keep my mind off the drugs. But when I get home from work at 1130 it's hard to find anything productive to do.

When I wake up I go to the gym. Cool breakfast and lunch and go to work. I'm just wondering what are some things I can do from 1130 at night on to better myself. Or even on my days off?? What would you spend doing in this time. To rid this anxiety