Greetings guys,

Found the redpill after breaking up with my LTR 9 months ago, because her hormones were unstable medically, affecting her emotions, and it took a toll on my patience and well-being while i was blue pilled (2.5 years together).

She ended up texting me 5 months later and we started seeing each other again (slowly and independently), not jumping back into a LTR, but with an aim to maybe reach it again.

Fast forward a few months:
She says she's okay with a one-sided open relationship (completely her idea & took me by surprise), where i am able to essentially spin plates as long as i communicate it with her, and we get tested after every fuck.
She claims its because she finds herself as unstable, and doesn't want to engage with anyone else under this condition (except myself, due to our history), and doesn't want to trap me in a relationship, essentially empowering me to have options.

Pretty sure you're all thinking "Great! What's the problem?". However, it interferes with the goals i had in mind with this woman, to enjoy an LTR with her.

Not sure which path to follow as i'm presented with 3 scenarios:

  1. Engaging with plates will cause her to resent me over time, killing the LTR goal.
  2. Engaging with plates will cause her to want me back in an LTR where A) i accept (with red pill guidance of course), or B) i decline due to the new found plates that i have (and the emotional disconnection I've attained due to plate spinning).
  3. Me not engaging with plates in hopes not to kill the LTR goal, causing her to a) lose attraction to me, probably cheating on me or breaking up with me in the end (perhaps for being too beta to want to engage with plates, if that makes sense?) or b) eventually enjoying an LTR with her, ending or not ending at some indiscriminate point in the future (Blue Pill?)

Honestly, i feel that her presenting this killed the LTR goal in its entirety anyways, and i should enjoy the literal one sided benefit of having a 'safety net' while i begin to initiate game, and spin plates for my first time (or at least attempt to).

Since i'm still a TRP newbie, looking for a bit of guidance.

Thoughts?

PS:

Background of myself: Currently 22, she's the only girl I've been with, graduating college in next few weeks, & building a startup.