Hey askTRP.

Little background: I’m 20 years old, still virgin, had 2 gfs and right now not spinning any plates. I lift 5 times/week for 5 months now but still not satisfied with my body.

I tend to overthink a lot by trying to live in the future and going back to the past to relieve my regrets. I think I developed oneitis for my last gf and it sucks a lot.

Should I just keep focusing of self-improvement until I reach a good age on the SMP ?

I was thinking on entering monk mode for the sole purpose of evolving as a man

Thanks askTRP.