So I attended a 3 day camp for freshmen.

We were all designated into teams and allocated cabins.

As freshmen, I knew that getting pussy would be easier and girls tend to be sluttier at this age.

My problem is that despite a lot of my knowledge about game and female nature, I struggle with the base foundation - solid social skills.

When having dinner and spending time with my group, I would feel awkward sometimes. Inhibition. Inability of free flowing self-expression. This would lead to me being quiet more often than not.

This doesn’t only hinder my ability with girls, but with everyone in general. I do not feel my complete self yet, and feel the fear of self-expression.

In other words, I am not “myself” and do not feel myself. I honestly feel that the complete unleashing of my authentic personality is the key to me having great social skills, charisma and all-round charm.