The journey continues. Am I failing these/passing these/or she disrespecting me? I started ignoring stupid BS comments that are meant to insight jealousy. Since doing so they have increased, dramatically. What was before once a month or so now seems to be a couple a week. Yesterdays was one of my favs. "My friend XYZ said this particular actor from our fav tv show plays rugby at the same place you do (with 500+ other people). XYZ wanted me to ask you if you know him. He's a model, tall, really good looking.... (all this BEFORE saying name) His name is WHO CARES. He was on BLAH BLAH, was the good looking BLAH BLAH. I just said " not that I recall. And carried on . This crap keeps getting more and more frequent.
I found TRP over a year ago, started to slowly sink in. Finally back to the gym, put on a solid 15/20 lbs of muscle. TRP is a journey though, not a destination. At least in my naive eyes.