I dated her for five weeks, and she rejected me. I was the best thing in her sphere at the moment, but she decided she could do better and moved on. I had the single worst case of Oneitis of all time. I deleted her completely from my life 1.5 years ago, but kept the messages on an external hard drive, where they still reside. I vowed not to look at them again before the two year mark. Should I delete them? She is COMPLETELY dead to me, but the messages are like fascinating historical artifacts. The downside is if I read them and the feelings come back and I start thinking of her again.