I take out my FWB about 2 weeks ago. We are super drunk and get into a small argument that stemmed from her over hearing me saying how I'm not down for commitment. We end up fucking that night (I stupidly tell her I like her but I'm scared - very dumb mistake I know, though it could have been interpreted as I'm scared of commitment, truth is I'm scared of getting fucked over like my last ltr, and I let it all out when drunk).

The next week we barely talk (though some sexting happens which is why I'm confused about the outcome) and when I ask her to go out the next weekend she replies with very dry rejections. I end up admitting to fucking up over text and tell her let's get dinner and talk about it. She says she'll let me know and never does a week later. Hard next seems right here, but at the same time why be butthurt and reject a free fuck if she reaches out again?