I was in a bad place mentally because I thought I was really worthless because of my physical traits..

5'8.0, 6 inch length 4.5 inch girth penis, kind of babyfaced, etc. I already made an account talking about it, but I thought i'd add some more.

I met this girl on tinder, who I thought was decently attractive.. she was maybe 6/10. But, I already had so many matches on tinder because i'm actually decently facially attractive like a 7/10, and my build at the time looked good on camera with good lighting :P.

Anyway, I literally told this girl about all of my problems, and how I was 23 and a virgin and how I didn't think I was good enough because of my physical traits.

We ended up snapchatting and texting and we met in person and I literally lost my virginity to her. I had sex with her 4 times total... and i'm still with her as my "girlfriend." The thing is, it's over. It's been over, and I know it's been over. We havent had sex in a little over a month. She always gets pissy at me for very small things, and I'm about 80% sure she's cheating on me..

I've accused her about 3 times of cheating on me, but she insists shes not and wouldn't because of what she went through with her ex.

Anyway, I just found it somewhat comical that I was able to get laid by acting really beta and needy. I'm not sure what was going through this woman's mind, or why she's still.. "with" me.

does TRP have an idea? lol... After re-reading all of this.. I cannot believe we had sex. I just can't believe it. It REEKS of beta 100% (seriously I WARN ALL OF YOU, YOU WILL CRINGE), and she fucked me the same weekend as our second date... I do think she just wanted a beta provider, but wanted to see what sex with me was like... so we did it a few times, and then she stopped putting out and left me frustrated.. im still frustrated.

The conversation is pretty long, but here we go:

http://imgur.com/a/oRsD3