Introduction

What’s up guys, been lurking a few years, and I’m looking for some insights about a situation I find myself in at the moment.

I’m not a native English speaker, so there might be some grammatical mistakes.This will be posted by a friend cause I was using my main account to “lurk” and seems I can’t make a new post from a new acc, need to lurk some more, anyway here it goes:

So last summer I decided to try a new experience (hitting up some escorts), partially for the sake of it, taking the pussy off the pedestal, and guess I haven’t gotten laid in a while, anyway I ended up visiting 2.

I went once to one of them, and twice at the other that I liked more, I was not in my element, kinda uncomfortable, but that was the point to get out of the comfort zone (I also had the mindset for the longest time that if I ever pay for sex I “lost” the battle/war) other than being expensive if not going to some cheap/ugly/risky ones, before thinking a bit about it and figuring out for this specific purpose it’s actually a lot cheaper, you invest only some cash, instead of investing cash anyway plus time/effort/energy etc.

Anyway, I didn’t like it nor did I dislike it, it was like meh, whatever. The chicks were hot but there was no connection, it was literally business (guess that’s what it is in the end).

Fast forward to now, I’ve been thinking about doing it again for a while and one day I went to see the one I visited twice already, same empty experience despite the fact that she had tuned herself with some implants (I was also kinda disappointed by this, always wanted to see how they are in person, have sex with a chick with fake tits, nothing special, it’s mostly a visual tease).

Decided to try a new one, and again the same thing.. we didn’t click so the same empty experience, not bad but not good either (at least not for me, some people enjoy that for sure)

Main part (the point where I wanted to get at)

So the first 2 I went to see last summer had some experience in the field (a few years worth), and they were (26/29) from what they said, the third one was younger (19) and didn’t have that much experience. I stayed exactly 1 hour each visit, since we didn’t click, even tho I could have prolonged I didn’t cause .. what was the point, and even though they didn’t say it I felt like they were waiting for me to leave, they were all hot and nice (the way they acted), but that was just about it.

Now comes the fourth, some 22yr old that doesn’t have that much experience in the field (I’m reffering to this not only from what they said, but there’s a forum where people give reviews/discuss, people who have made a hobby out of this, doing this for many years, and that’s also how I made every choice, because of good reviews). So I make an “appointment” and visit this chick, we actually ended up talking for half an hour during which she confirmed some red pill truths like most men that visit her are between 40-60, married / possibly with kids that are pretty blue pill, use that as a temporary escape cause they are prolly too deep to be 100% free, maybe some 30+ yr olds aswell but most are older, she told me she didn’t get too many young guys (I’m 25 btw). We got along pretty good, she agreed with some red pill truths that I said about society (without saying the word red pill obviously ), and the action was the best since my last girlfriend. Not sure if it was acted or not but w/e. But what I can say for sure is that this chick doesn’t accept kissing anyone (not a single guy who wrote a review about her said she accepted, they all gave her a 8 or 9 for GFE (girlfriend experience) and said it woulda been a 10 or 11 if there was any FK.

She told me she doesn’t usually do this for w/e reason (she isn’t attracted to most guys) and yea as you may think we did which made the experience pretty good for me, she even asked me before:

Her: are you a good kisser? Me: You can be the judge of that .. after a short while Her: yea you are

And other things like lip/ear biting, pulling hair etc that could have been fake but who can really tell, and to be honest think she did that with the other guys aswell from what they said without going into detail too much.Anyway I ended up staying for almost 3 hours total (around 1 and a half of action, a lot of foreplay n stuff, the rest chilling/talking) and I paid for only 2 (I told her when the first one was coming to an end that I’m staying one more) but don’t think she had a problem with it by the way she acted/not saying anything.

About the things we talked, I didn’t go too much in depth about myself, but she was asking and I said I don’t want to get married, have children, I don’t even know if I want a relationship because of how fake everyone is. She also said at some point that she doesn’t get why I pay for sex, and If I ever looked in the mirror?

After I leave, somehow I had a pretty good feeling about the experience and a few days later I decide to make another visit, I actually stayed more than 3 hours this time (paid only for 2 again), only 30-45 minutes of action and I got kinda bored (didn’t even finish) since this was my fourth time in not even 2 weeks, and I actually enjoyed her company, talking etc. (haven’t had much female contact in a while)

Here comes the problem: In the end before I left, I knew I wasn’t gonna visit her or anyone else for a while since I overdid it, but I had a weird probably retarded ideea in my head, I was just chilling after getting dressed smoking a cig kinda talking myself in my head out of saying what was going through my thoughts. She felt that something was up and asked me what’s wrong, I said nothing but she kept looking at me and asked again, so I pulled her in my lap and asked her if I could see her “outside”, without being anything (like girlfriend), she said that she wants to. I leave, and I receive a really cheesy message to which I didn’t respond, something that I have a wonderful character, that she sees in me more than I imagine, and if she could give me some advice without her having any benefit, be exactly the way I am and leave the rest aside (I told her I used to be even “nicer” than now, and I wanna be even less nice during our talks), and some other shit. I’m not saying I liked the message cause I didn’t, I’m over this romantic/cheesy shit and don’t wanna go back, but I thought that this was another sign that she’s into me.

So I texted her the next day like sup, 2-3 lines she told me she’s somewhere already, I wasn’t gonna ask her if she wants to meet since she was somewhere already, I tried to get more information like where she is (to figure out if she’s with her girlfriends or some guy) and btw this was during the weekend when she doesn’t work, and then told her I’m going out if she wants to come, seen but no answer. (alright w/e she was with whoever already and I did message her pretty late)

The next day I messaged her earlier in the day, again she answers instantly, sends me a pic of what’s she’s doing (cooking), I send her a pic of what I’m doing (was watching some car event and studying for something), so I was thinking about saying something along the lines of “meet me there” or come here or w/e but sounded a bit stupid in my head and just went with “am I gonna get you out of the house later?”, after answering instantly everything else again no answer, and after every answer she gave she was always putting kisses/hearts, so I write something again like Me: what do you think is gonna happen? Her: sorry I had my hands full of flour and couln’t get to the phone, and yes! Let me check my schedule and we’ll go out I just put like an OK smiley, and she didn’t say anything, nor did I.

Conclusion

Alright so I know I might get flamed, people are gonna call me retarded maybe, blue pill, but from my point of view without going into detail too much, the interactions other than them being client-escort were pretty good, and by that I mean what I did, the way I acted, these last few visits even at the ones before I was a lot more comfortable, and with this chick I was actually in my element almost 100%, made jokes teased her, didn’t put her on a pedestal, I wouldn’t say I was like a red pill alpha but I wasn’t a blue pill beta either, I’m pretty satisfied with myself with everything I said/did and how I said/did them, other than the ending which kinda makes me wonder .. wtf

So my question is, why is she playing games now ? She could have said no, she said that she liked me and other stuff (that coulda been fake) but that text she sent after I left the second time was kinda weird, I thought we could both benefit from like hanging out w/e no strings attached while it’s good, if it goes bad .. get the fuck out (either me or her), she’s playing hard to get like we didn’t already have sex, and I actually just wanted to hang out tbh, calling her outside instead of asking to go to her place (also think it’s selfexplanatory not being a client anymore), I also had a free week last week so had more time than usually on my hands, maybe I messaged her too soon seemed kinda desperate, I’m thinking now dropping off the radar for a while and either calling instead of texting, or texting again and telling her to meet me (more like a command instead of asking or leaving choice in it) as a last attempt, cause I don’t know what’s happening and don’t wanna play these stupid games, and I also don’t wanna become an orbiter or something else. Sorry for the long post, I actually did my best to keep it short but I guess I’m not gonna become a writer any time soon,

I’m actually curious what some guys with experience might say