As the title says I feel like I suck.

I’ve been going to the gym but don’t feel all that strong though it will get there.

My eating habits consist of fast food.

Even besides my decent looking body and face, ultimately my social life is trash I don’t have any friends in my university even if I’ve been going here for 4 years. I’d wish I joined a frat because it would have solved most of those problems, my personality is maybe low key and chill.

Career wise I’m starting to pick myself up but I’m definitely behind all my peers, won’t get a job once I graduate in a couple months

When It comes to women I’ve definitely seen (lols?) But I’ve never acted on em because of my anxiety. Those come from terrible experiences of me being a two pump dump and then getting ghosted.

When a lot of things are going right I have a contagious aura of confidence and being outgoing but most of the time it’s me being a downer, which I fucking hateee. How do I fix this loser persona I have of myself and become more respectable to myself and respected by others.