I'm 24 and my girlfriend is 23, we've been together for 9 months now. I discovered TRP throughout the relaionship. I haven't been happy with her completely for the last 3 months. I'm already cheating on her with multiple girls. I know that I should end it and I want to spin plates, but I just cannot do it.

Is it possible to love someone and cheat on her? If things were getting better I think I'd want to stay with her. And the main question is, why cannot I let her go?