Here is my last post if anyone is interested
http://www.reddit.com/r/seduction/comments/13g151/anyone_else_get_over_these_issues/
My world hasn't changed since that post but I have a feeling/sense that I have more control of what I do now. As of recently it seems that a few months of work is finally paying off. Made an account 2 weeks ago but have been working on myself since I've moved to this town.
To sum it up: 320 lbs down to 276. Complexion has cleaned up due to certain washes and dieting (I've always had shitty back acne. Been using clean and clear which seems to be working. Please give me more ideas on how to deal with this on a budget. I'm really broke.) Grammar and social skills are still a work in progress but I feel less intimated by gorgeous women. Which bring me to my FR, a weak one imo.
So talking to HB9, catching up on shit. The shift goes by and we are able to be one on one. (I work in a small hotel so whenever we're both working, it's just us for a while.) After we catch up I get into "character"
We are now talking about school Me: What impression do I give to make you think I'm smart?
HB9: I dunno, you just seem to know about a lot of, well, everything.
Me: Yeah I guess I can teach you a few things.
HB9: Like what?
Me: Plenty of stuff.
HB9: Like picking a lock? (I broke into rooms we needed to get into because a set of keys I need aren't here.)
Me: Haha, yes and more. I don't want to teach you to much at once though.
HB9: whys that?
Me: I'm mostly into that whole mind and body in symmetry kinds of stuff.
HB9:......
Me: Well, if I teach you to much at once on meditation and other shit it will be fun, but I don't want to over stimulate your senses on out first time. (THANK YOU GUY WITH THE COFFEE HOUSE FR! Cant remember your name but thanks.)
HB9: HAHAHAHAHA!
Me: What?....... O your thinking about that, hahaha.
Some other shit being said until I go in here.
Me: Your not busy tomorrow?
HB9: No, why?
Me: I'm heading out of town tomorrow for a few days for a buddy's graduation. We totally need to hit this coffee house up before I head out.
HB9: Yeah, totally. Where is it at?
Then some other usless details other than if you get bored call or text me.
This HB9 I work with seems to be giving me IOI's. Laughs at my dumbass jokes ( What does a billionaire name his son: Bill Ian Dollar), always hugs me, touches my hand whenever I wrap my arm around her shoulder, and due to the working out is complimenting on my body a lot more, also said I look cute. We also have those "moments", say some shit and both end up smiling and blushing. She also says I am so proud of you, I have no Idea how you can work this much and still be sane and other shit along those lines.
But...... not at work it goes dull. She says call/text me. But never responds most of the time. If she does it's a few hours later. Has bailed on me once to go on a hike to a mountain trail she has always wanted to go to. But apologized, said she had a test, remade the plans but I said I can't do it, super fucken busy but when I have time, lets.
I'm going my Seth Rogans saying in 40 Year Old Virgin - "plant as may seeds with women, one will eventually grow" Something like that. So planting my seed with her. Even if I don't fuck her, my goal with her is to get her to look at me in that "way"
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