So I met this girl at the grocery store on a Tuesday. I text her as soon as I leave the interaction and she response and is super receptive. She wants to hang out with me the very next day, but my work schedule is hectic so I’m not able to. She tries to hang out with me again and very next day and again I’m unable to so you end up planning a date for Friday night which is cool.

I show up near her work. I pick her up and give her a hug she’s super happy in a good mood so we drive to this bar near where we are before you get out of the car and look in the eyes. I say you should kiss me she says heck no what the heck but then she says OK come here we make out for a little bit. All good we get out of the car and walk towards the bar. I noticed that super busy so I look at her again and make out with her. She holds my hand a bit and I tell her fuck this bar. It’s too busy. Let’s just go for a drive to this view spot I know so we go to this grocery store and I steal a bottle of alcohol and some soda. She’s on the same hype so we’re cool. We drive to the view spot we make out a bit on the way. I’m getting tipsy. We get to the view spot. We talk laugh and a vibe she gives me head for a little bit, but the way she does it is she likes to sit at my knees in the same seat that I am in. Not a ton of room for her to move around so she stops prematurely. All good we drive back to her car and drop her off. We make plans to go to a hotel the next night.

So the next night comes, I pick her up at her place. Will you start driving towards the hotel near my place. I can’t have visitors at my house. Hence the reason for a hotel we stopping and eat some Mexican food on the way she’s pretty into me. I’m rubbing her thigh. She’s putting her head on my shoulder trying to qualify her a bit on the date, asking her about her past places she wants to travel so we start driving towards the hotel. She ends up telling me you know what I don’t really wanna go to a hotel. I’m not Trippin find another view spot. She starts to smoke some weed I can feel our vibes sort of starting to pull apart. I tell her you know what I don’t even think we’re gonna see each other after today she doesn’t agree, but I can sense that it doesn’t really bother her so I’m like I chalk it up for loss. Fuck it. I drive her back to her house about 45 minutes away. We just talk. I drop her off. I drive towards my house. I’m pretty tipsy so I text her halfway home. Hey drive over to my house let’s hang out our friend just drink and hang out she’s down so I get to my house and she text me. I wanna fuck you so bad right now so I know it’s on now. we sexy a bit. She sends me pictures with her panties down. She asked me for a video of myself so I sent it to her. I end up passing out. We had made plans on Saturday that we would hang out on Sunday for a little bit.

So I’m at work on Sunday and I text her midway through my shift. Come pick me up from my job. She says yes, but I still have a few hours to go so I don’t text her back. When I get out of work, I text her. Hey, I’m gonna go to the gym near where you live just to take a shower. My plan was to get her to come in the gym with me and fuck her in the bathroom, she takes a bit to text back so I just take a shower. I tell myself you know what fuck it. I’m tired. I’m just gonna go home. I text her that I’m headed home. She text me no wait. I’ll pick you up so I go back to the gym. She picks me up. We go to this little view spot. She smokes weed. She sucks me up a bit. I can tell she doesn’t like it fully so I tell her that we should go to this little bench close by and look at the water. She agrees we talk about whatever and just go back-and-forth. I probably could’ve done better talking about relationship type of stuff or more we frame type of stuff. But I can feel her getting in a good mood again, so I suggest we go back to the gym and take a shower. At first, she thinks I’m bullshitting, but then I tell her no for real let’s go and she agrees. So when we get to the gym, I can sense that she’s a little resistant because she keeps saying hey let’s go over there and get something to eat. I kinda ignore it. We go into the gym into the bathroom, I can tell she’s a bit uncomfortable because I forgot to use plausible deniability so she knows we are in the bathroom to fuck. I play a bit of music we make out we turn off the lights take her pants off. I get down on my boxers. I’m playing with her pussy from the front and the back we end up doing a 69 on the little bench in the bathroom then I eat her out from the back in the front we have sex missionary she makes me wear a condom. I really don’t like it so it’s hard for me to come. I never finish we go to the shower. She tells me take that condom off. I think because of my work schedule being so heavy and stressful it has affected my testosterone levels and super hard for me to get direction and fuck her from the back so we get out of the shower we dry off. I bend her over and fuck her doggy style on the bench for a little bit more. My dick still won’t get hard so I can’t come. We finish I walk her to her car. We hug. She said she’ll see me next weekend.

I can tell the sex is horrible. I feel terrible so I can only imagine how she feels. I think I fucked up. Send her a text on Monday saying that that was fun. She gives me a little one word response so I can tell she’s not that into me anymore. And I know it’s because the sex was terrible. I feel bad because usually I can fuck girls twice a week for 2 to 3 months before attraction falls apart. But I think my biggest question here is how do I get my hoodie back from that I let her borrow. I sent her a text saying hey last message no big deal if we never see each other again no worries, but please can I have my blue hoodie back lol I really need that hoodie and she hasn’t responded. She ghosted me the last two messages but this time I actually need my hoodie back. Should I just chop it up as an island and forget about the hoodie or keep pursuing? I feel weird because this is a very awkward situation that I’m in. She’s the type of person that is very outgoing and likes to party and we vibe a little bit so to me. It makes sense that she would be like. Oh yeah, no big deal. Come get your hoodie, but she’s just ghosting me so I’m kinda like what the fuck