Well I randomly got a very receptive match on bumble and she asked and we set up a date for later today at 6 so 15 hours from now.

I have never been on a date and thought I would die alone tbh. So now I know I can get a date at least. The problem is I have very weird and mixed feelings in my mind and stomach about this.

Her personality seems really nice and I am looking for a relationship so that is nice. But I will not lie and say I am crazy attracted to her. She is pretty overweight and is clear she is asexual

I would never force sometime to do things they don’t want but I won’t lie part of dating that I did want to experience was hand holding, cuddles, kisses, sex, etc.

I was excited at first but now I feel so mixed and anxious. I know it’s common to feel nervous but shouldn’t I be super excited and enthusiastic about the person I’m going on a date with? Am I only doing this because out of like 16 matches over 5 months of online dating. She is the only one to even attempt a conversation and even asked me out surprisingly?

I am really lost. Please help me.