Went yesterday to a huge place, party started at 3 pm and lasted to 8 am. It's in Brazil and i am myself from the Netherlands. I am in Brazil for an exchange. I notice i got attention from lot's of girls probably because i look different.

But i felt quite anxious, i was there with a Brazilian friend but he made is own plans and went talking to other friends. So i felt kinda lost and lonely. Later on a girl of 35 years started talking to me and kissing. Well, that was nice but she left to go back to her friends later.

I met some other guys whom i met earlier so i went partying with them. But still i felt anxious and intimidated to the place and language barrier. So i decided to leave the party halfway because my state was not good and i felt tired.

What could i have done... i was enjoying the music for a big part of the night and dancing a lot. But i didn't have really contact with girls.

Oh yeah i had eye contact a few times with a real hot girl in front of me in a waiting que, then she gave me some strong eye contact i kept looking and smiling as well, she looked away and started laughing with her friend. After that she seemed to avoid eye contact with me.

Furthermore, there were this two bar girls which showed interest in me, i noticed their smiles and eyes. They also helped me way faster then the rest of the people standing there. But i couldn't really do anything with them...