I have been suffering from an immense case of limiting beliefs towards hot girls of a certain type. Basically I am into hot girls that are Latin, Mediterranean, or Middle Eastern meaning just any hot girl with dark hair, tanned skin, and that exotic look I guess.

As an Indian guy, I have been told about how racist those cultures are towards my type and I have not seen anyone who looks like me get those kinds of women even though I have seen Indian men get hot white girls hot black girls and hot Asian girls.

But I realize I also have a significant limiting belief that makes me kind of feel bitterness and weird around the very women I am attracted to or think that they will not go for me because of my background unless money or gold digger game is involved. I have also had a traumatic experience with hot girls of that look.

Any book or content out there for my situation?