I feel like everything I do I have to try and pick up a girl. When I go out I don't worry about having fun, I worry about whether or not I will get a cute girl. Or when I go to a party I only care about girls. It's annoying because people say don't be needy or chase girls but the entire pursuit of seduction is to get girls. In this way I feel extremely needy that I only care about girls in these types of scenarios. It's hard to improve when you don't get a girl and you are down on yourself for the rest of the time...