Okay so I'm going to tell you some quick points and you may think I'm an idiot and I will agree with you but with that being said I would still like some advice.

So I started getting into pickup as a decent looking guy with social anxiety.

I fucking loved it and started slowly getting results and was getting sometimes more than one lay a month which was HUGE for me.

Then I didn't have the balls to break it with this one girl I was mainly seeing. Continued until she got pregnant and now I have a 5 month old kid.

I really fucking miss going completely out of my comfort zone and meeting women. Learning pick up was the one thing that actually made me feel alive.

I'm hoping she'll lose interest in me in a year or two and I'll be fucking free soon. I really won't mind paying for my kid and seeing him as often as possible, he's awesome. I just feel pickup is what I was meant to do.

Any advice?