It's been all over Reddit, all over social media, everywhere. Last week there was post where a guy pretended to be a girl, and he was BOMBARBED with dick picks from crushingly desperate, sad men.

A female friend on Facebook recently made a post considering a PM she received. A local old perv had asked her if he could eat her trash. I'm not making this up. I have also recently heard that women actually get harassed on the streets, especially at night during weekends. I'm talking, people actually yell "WHORE!" to girls. To you this probably isn't news, but I have always been a clueless beta loner. I had NO IDEA this actually happened.

I look normal on the outside, but what am I at the moment, if not like these people? I may have a year of book knowledge from sources like RSD under my belt, but I was in such a dark place, I have no life yet. Only uni studies, no job or friends yet.

TLDR; I'm likely experiencing shame by association, I am appalled by how most men act. When women have sex THROWN at them at all hours of the day, how do I justify bothering them when they can just fuck a cool, fun, alpha guy?

This is a huge sticking point in my inner game, being unable to buy into being worthy of anything. :( I am already going to the gym, and it helps, but doesn't fix your life just like that.

Any tips welcome!