I really like this one dude, he's probably 22/23. I just turned 19 yesterday. I'm in my first year of uni and he is in his 4th year. He's so so handsome it's near impossible that he's single. I've met him 3 times, once when we were training for ⚽️ football, I told him my name and department. One week later I saw him playing in a field adjacent to the one I was playing in, so I said "hii his name how are u?! " he said "good , you?" . That's it. I didn't realise I'd started to like him. Third time I saw him was a month later, I was so so excited to see him, we were gunna play a match together. There were 2 girls(me and my friend) in the whole group . He said "hi my name how are you? " HE REMEMBERED MY NAME AAA. I feel like I'm still childish, fangirling over this boy. And he didn't talk to the other girl 🧐but that's irrelevant.After the match he was leaving so I went up to him and said "hi blah blah blah oh shit I forgot your department " so he replied and told me his department , but surprisingly he remembered my department from when I told him the 1st time we met over a month ago. He probably has really good memory, but it made me so soso sos happy and excited, i could ingest battery acid . Anyway I asked for his insta in the most awkward way possible like " hey so do u have Instagram?" While being extremely fidgety and looking away as much as I could lol. And he said " yeah sure sure " like he wasn't annoyed so I heaved a sigh of relief . I really really want to know if he's single and there's no way in hell he is but I still want to ask him and I don't know how to. I have no fucking game . I've rejected 3 boys in my life, I've had 1 crush for 12 years through out school and kept my mouth shut about it and never told him . Now that I'm in uni, I'm more than happy to admire my crush from afar just like I did throughout school but but I am so lonely sometimes. I want to hold hands and kiss and hug someone . I really do. I'm just really really happy he exists. He makes me so happy and he has no damn idea. He doesn't know how ecstatic I am just because he exists . I don't know what to do , he makes me so so happy that it kinda turns back to sad. Idk how to approach or ask him if he's single, idk how to ask him out because there's no way he will make any move (I'm mid) and he is pretty inactive on social media as far as I can see. He only posts highlights on his insta profile and no posts. No sign of any girl on his story highlights,but maybe he's a llowkey private person idk. Idkdidkdidkidkdi I know nothing about boys :(