Sometimes I do feel like I want a girlfriend to cuddle and kiss. Then I think of how a few of my friends have to chill with their gf more than the squad, pay more in terms of gifts, food etc. Then im like woah...fuck that. But then again weeks later ill be like man i need a girlfriend. But then get hit with realization of the complications of one. My mind is a cycle of "fuck a gf" phase and "yo i should get a gf" phase.