Just a personal rant. The last few interactions have shown me were my many flaws lie. I am fortunate to attract girls with my looks but fail monumentally on any social level.

So I say: "Enough is enough."

I will not allow it any longer that my wimpy, insecure ass holds myself back.

Thus I shall make some changes in my life and no more excuses!

I will manage to keep a healthy gym routine. Too often I skip days or whole weeks, even months. No more!

I will finally get the hang of my guitar. Collecting dust for too long and only because I didnt get results as quickly as I had hoped (like in so many other things).

I will become the most charming cunt. Too often I manage to kill interactions because I was too boring or blant.

I will find my inner peace and happiness. I will not rely on the opinions of others anymore (besides you guys, cause you rock).

My style, hair, grooming is fine but there is always room for improvement!

And this will happen now. Too often I live for the future while I ignore the here and now. Live in the moment!

Thus my journey will begin. And this post shall be my reminder or my shame if I cant keep it up.

I will see you guys on the other side.