Seddit, I told myself that I would post tonight regardless of what happened (and not much did) to hopefully incur your wrath and do better the next night.

I went out the bar to meet with some friends and told myself that I was going to have a great time and meet lots of people... This did not happen. I got to the bar, one friend I sort of have one-itis with and think I blew it with was there and wasn't very receptive towards me. This completely threw me out of my frame.

I simply felt awkward for a lot of the time, and I have NO dancefloor game WHAT SO EVER. I mean, I dance like I don't give a shit about who's watching (I don't), but I don't know how to approach a girl on the dancefloor. I tried talking to one, and I simply could not hear a word she was saying. Most conversations I had lasted under a minute, usually because I'd get frustrated with the fact I couldn't hear anything.

Kino was also an issue for me, as I didn't do any tonight, or very light at least (again, my frame was killed for some reason). I tried chatting up this girl but got completely ignored (and you know what? I didn't give a fuck).

I approached another girl, and wound up talking to her for maybe like 10 minutes, but I found myself going into interview mode even though we had a LOT in common actually... my head just wasn't in it today. Eventually, she ejected, and again, I didn't care (which is weird for me... I usually care much more)

I'm hoping tomorrow I do a bit better with the approaching, and the conversing. I was too hung up on the oneitis girl that wasn't receptive to me and it completely killed my game.

TL;DR - Went out, lost frame due to girl I have one-itis with and I blew it with a few days ago, she's not receptive to me this night and it completely butchered my game.