Hey guys, sorry for the lack of an update. I wanted to at least have something to share before I posted.

I haven't really gamed since that first night due to bullshit issues. I'm not making excuses, they were legitimate, though I can't really prove that to you. It was my birthday recently, and my friends had been trying their hardest to get me blind drunk. My usual wing has been very busy recently due to his high stress job.

I have to preface this story by explaining something about my friend. I'll call him Steve. He is a natural alpha. He's the type of dude everyone loves because he's nice to everyone and a natural leader. I learned my lesson with natural alphas a long time ago: don't try to amog. You can't do it. I don't care who you are. Just chill out and be at the head of the table with him. You don't have to fight him for the number 1 spot because it's a lot of effort and not worth it.

However, this weekend, I was at Steve's house for a belated birthday party for me. I was planning on just hanging out, but he introduced me to some of his friends that I hadn't met before. This one blonde girl I noticed was into me. Yeah, she did the body language IOIs and that shit; I don't count and don't look for it unless it's really obvious, and it was in her case. She kept trying to talk to me, stay in the same room as me, etc. I pretended not to notice and acted as if I had a girlfriend. Act as if I wasn't noticing she was hitting on me and like she was just another guy I was talking to. I didn't feel comfortable getting sexual with her with everyone around.

After a good bit of this, I went upstairs to take a piss. Blondie was coming out of the bathroom. She said something to me, but I didn't listen. I just triangle gazed and made out. I then pulled her to the bathroom. The second I got there, I stripped us and got started. I was a bit drunk at this point and realized just as I went in that I had no condom. I pulled out, she realized why, and she gave a BJ instead. She wasn't anything special. I didn't finish. I decided to keep going for it.

The rest of the night, I was just playing the sexual tension card. I would grope her while people were around, getting her hot. Rub her butt, tug on her hair, stroke the vag through the pants. You could tell she loved it (EDIT: I should add that the groping I did was intentionally invisible to the rest of the group, that's part of why it makes girls so hot and bothered). The whole group then hit up some bars. I took this as a chance to buy condoms.

I told Steve that I hooked up with her. I didn't say when. I felt bad that I did that in his bathroom. We went back to his house at the end of the night. I figure this was going to be an easy lay. It was just the 3 of us at this point. I figured Steve was going to go to bed while I finish the job downstairs in the living room. We were all hanging out in the living room to begin with. I then went up to piss again. When I came down, I saw them making out. Fuck me. I had built up all this tension, and now it was going to be diverted to Steve. He doesn't do game, so he doesn't know. I pretend to not notice and walk back in, and now I try to remind her who built up the tension by groping her again. Not a great response. Steve then uses the shitty excuse something along the lines of 'hey blondie, come with me. Where? You need to piss.' He takes her upstairs. At that point, I know I'm done. Maybe if I wasn't a bit drunk I could have saved it somehow, but I don't know.

I no longer felt bad. He stole my hook up after I worked for it, but he got to kiss BJ mouth over there. I also fucked in his bathroom. My knees still hurt from that (take note of cheap rugs). I am a bit embarrassed though. I hesitated sharing this story simply because I fucked up. Yes, technically it was a success but not in my eyes. I fucked it up. Maybe I should have told Steve I was going to try to hook up with her that night. He probably would have backed off. I can definitely fuck this girl next time I see her, which is nice to know. A bit of groping, then isolate for an easy fuck. I will never not have a condom on me when I got out from now on. Even if I don't plan on approaching. Never know when shit is going to go down.

Edit: Sorry for the typos, I'm trying to fix them. I'm still quite hung over.

Edit2: I also wanted to mention that I started a subreddit for my FRs in case you guys would like to read older reports. I will post new reports in Seduction and on NephronPUAdiary.

http://www.reddit.com/r/NephronPUAdiary/

Edit3: Comment I wrote on routines, my opinion on them, and which I use: http://www.reddit.com/r/NephronPUAdiary/comments/kqrvq/an_introduction_and_a_plan/c2q5s60