Finally decided to let go of all the insecurities and hit on women with relatively more enthusiasm. It still takes me around an hour or two in a venue to battle my shitty thoughts and go get rejected so I can get in 'state'. I am relatively new to the whole club scene. I am a 23 year old virgin and have had just one kiss in my life. I don't know any females due to the field I am in. I went to a religious all boys school. I started with knowing girls as some pure magical respectable creatures and after a certain experience last week I can't think of them as anything other than emotional, unstable, manipulative pieces of ass that have to be conquered somehow (wrong mentality i guess, but I can't be forced to respect. I'm sure some girl will change this for me one day)

I went out solo tonight after a 2-3 month break to a lounge with a dance floor and here is a list of all my interactions:

1)Girl standing at a table-I approached her with a smile. "I am ***". She gives me a shitty look and goes away. I guess I had lingered around her for a while.

2)Hot milf sitting and texting-I go in and sit next to her: "If you stop texting maybe you can meet someone awesome". She doesnt seem to interested and in a bit her friend comes in and drags her away.

3)Another girl texting-"If you stop texting maybe you can meet someone awesome". She replies "oh I am waiting for my dad." Me "Does he work here". She's like "It's ok" and motions with her hand for me to fuck off.

4)Another girl texting-"If you stop texting maybe you can meet someone awesome". She replies "oh I am actually texting my boyfriend and it's pretty bad" in a shaky voice. I'm like, ok bitch best of luck with your trouble. She's like "guess ill need it" with an anxious face.

5)Another girl sitting and texting-"If you stop texting maybe you can meet someone awesome". She is like "Yeah I believe". Turns out she goes to same school as me. So we chat for a bit and she doesnt seem interested. Meanwhile her friend comes in and I instantly make eye contact and engage her. The first girl whispers something in her ear. The friend enthusiastically asks my name and we start talking. I motion for her to come sit closer and she complies. Then we talk for a bit and their two guy friends come in assuming I am strong with the girls and ask me if I am sober enough to drive their cars. Something happens and the more enthusiastic girl starts talking to these guys. I say goodbyes and leave.

6)A girl standing along her friend wearing army pants. "You look badass in those pants". Then we shoot the shit for a bit and the friend and some chode standing nearby just lean in and start listening to what I was saying. I'm like "So what? Are you guys gonna fucking analyse what game I am spitting here?". The friend is like "Actually she has a boyfriend". I'm like "Please". She goes "She doesn't need you. You are bad and her boyfriend is already good enough to rock her world." (actual words. I have only heard 3 year olds use "bad" as an adjective to describe people) The actual girl seems a tiny bit interested and goes "Hey stop being mean". I go "She actually sucks at being mean". Then they start drifting away and I scream the girls name "<slut> come here. I am not finished". She comes back and I keep going. At this point she accepts the frame her friend set for her and starts saying she has a boyfriend. I'm like "meh" and walk away.

7) Two girl coming towards me. "I fucking love that necklace". She goes "Haha thanks" and about to walk away when I offer my hand "I am ***". She shakes and i also engage her friend. Turns out they are visiting town and shit. I ask their professions and they tell me they are lawyers. I'm like "you look younger. Maybe we should sell your secret and make millions". She laughs and then after some back and forth throws that she has a boyfriend "actually her fiance". I'm like "shut the fuck up". I tell her that I have a bullshit detector which is tingling. Anyways at this precise moment the friend from the last set comes and says "Lolol he is hitting on every girl here. They are good, you are 'bad' for them" with the same chode slightly leaning in to listen what's happening. I should have just ignored her but I was a bit taken back. I look at my set and they give me a weird look. I go "I don't give a fuck". Anyways shit eventually just dies and I'm like "ya go then" and then push them away with my hand.

There a few really bad ones in which i got insta-rejected. I don't know how to keep things going. Also on the dance floor I have never had remotely any success. They all literally make faces and just run away. By the end of the night I turn into a beast that doesn't give a fuck. I need to start approach earlier.

Irrelevant but cringeworthy bit At the end of the night I was standing in line to get my coat and there are two girls (HB 9s) and a bunch of guys left. I ask the girl "Are you in line?". She goes with a smile "Oh no go ahead". One fat guy pops out of nowhere and slightly nudges me away "No no. She doesn't wan't to talk to random dudes. She just talks to me". I'm like you fuck face I was just asking if she was in line for her coat. He goes, "bro please why you spoiling this for me? If you want I can fight you too". I just walk away. Then I see him grab the ticket from her hand and beg people further in the line to get her coat for her. Meanwhile a fat bouncer notices this, grabs the ticket from the guys hand pushes everyone aside and brings the girl her jacket himself. Then he is like "no no please let me do this". And goes all the way to help her put the coat on. Then goes to her friend and does the same while other guys in line constantly go "no I would do the same. She is beautiful. You are beautiful!". The girls are standing there smiling, loving the attention.

I shake my head and walk away, disgusted. I personally can't suck anyone's dick like that even if that gets me laid.

The place was half full and I should just have started a little earlier but I am honestly hard pressed not to believe that my turd of a face is not the reason I get no attention. I also didn't Kino pretty much at all through out the night. But I guess once you get the "I have a boyfriend" excuse its over.

Any thoughts? Suggestions? Experiences from dudes not so good looking? How do you guys handle lingering chodes and bitchy friends?

My goal is to take girls home and fuck them but I guess grinding and making out should be the intermediate steps. How do I progress?