I went out tonight to break in my new shoes. (vans skateboarding shoes... i like dancing) I saw skinny girls. I saw opportunity but honestly I had to force myself to do things I liked doing. This is how I felt it playing out in my head...

Mind: Hey look girls

Body: What's your point?

Mind: We should dance with them

Body: Dude chill out your killing my buzz

Mind: Dude I want pussy

Body: I wouldn't have any fun tonight anyways dude

Mind: They look boring but I want pussy

Body: Fuck you

Mind: Ok well we at least have to go take a piss

Body: Fine whatever

Mind: Well we are staying to listen to the music at least

Body: Yea whatever dude just don't make me do anything

Seriously wtf. Any ideas to help me get over being lazy as fuck when I go out?

I did force myself to jump in a bunch of girls though. My mind got a buzz but my body wasn't very willing. I also talked to a few people but I wasn't really into it. What is that all about. Probably depression but this shit was like this before too.

Please ... what the hell do you get out of this if your not really all that entertained. Different perspective would help me out greatly