I'm writing this field report mostly because I want to write down the emotions and vibe I was in last night. It has everything to do with the self-improvement I've been working on lately and I hope it will inspire and motivate some of you guys that just started working on themselves because it is really going to pay off.
I graduated, already have a solid job with a bright future, I'm working out and I'm looking better and better, got new clothes and a haircut, I fixed a broken bond with my dad which I fucking feel great about, I became a morning person and last but not least I'm getting the chicks I want. And this all started 6 months ago when i started lurking right here.
Anyway, yesterday night. I was bar hopping with some colleagues and friends and my mood was 100% positive, I felt great. A friend of a colleague starting saying shit that he wanted to be me, he said I looked good and he didn’t have a good job at my age etc. I know I shouldn’t thrive on external verification and I really try not to, but it felt pretty damn good to hear this shit, and to realize that my hard work is visible on the outside. This gave me quite an energy boost and the night was getting better and better, everyone had fun, we were with a big group. I jumped from talking to some chicks, to dancing, to talking to my friends and so on. I felt that everybody was leaning on my energy level. A couple of girls hit on me. I playfully kept turning them down. I gave one a kiss on the cheek when she left and she tried to kiss me, I just danced away from her. The attention I got made me cocky. Now I’m writing this down, I’m thinking that I should be careful that this will not ever walk out of hand by getting too cocky. Anyway, at some point my best friend went home as it was getting late and I just walked up to a girl I was talking to before and just grabbed her and kissed her. I had a mindset of “I know you like me, now come here and kiss”. We made out on the street walking towards a square and there I put her in a cab and took my own cab home. I’m pretty sure I could take her home but I felt she was a bit too easy and I wasn’t prepared because my apartment looks like a bomb exploded (still does, going to clean up after this).
I can’t explain you how good I feel right now. and seduction and trp helped me so much to get here and it definitely gives me a huge motivation boost to continue my self-improvement and keep learning. Thanks!
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