Hey, not sure if I've posted her yet but I've been a long time follower. And although I had (something of) the right mindset before I came here to be able to approach women, this place certainly has given me the jolt I need to get out there and start approaching.

SO anyway, I'll be brief. I met a girl at my college in the middle of the night, she's well into her mid twenties while I'm in my young twenties but that really didn't matter. I approached, showed interest, asked for a walk and we hit it off. She walked very closely to me and after a while we decided to go back to my place and try smoking up some weed (it also happens to to be the end of classes.)

So this girl is over at my place and we get to talking and before too much time, I begin my advances. This is the bizarre part, she would resist at first, even say that she should probably leave after I got a bit more playful. Then I decide to back off and give her some space. Clearly I've miscalculated something but I don't want to be a completely cold hearted douche and make some excuse for her to leave, she just looked too pretty for that.

But this is the thing, she doesn't leave as I increase the frequency of my advances. She stays at my place for hour after hour. I start up trying again with my advances on her and this time she lets me have a bit more. I get to feeling her but there are just some places she won't let my hands go, and again if I persist she says she ought to leave. To the very end of the entire stretch (she spent almost a full 24 hours at my place) she kept countering me at some point on her body.

There was one other thing she said that I was confused about. She asked me if I ever thought about raping another person, I told her that I didn't (it's truly against my morals.) and she just acknowledged my answer at best.

So remember this girl comes home with me after I'd been doing a 24 hour studying marathon anyway, so this puts me at two complete days awake. I just could not stay awake anymore and keep trying, so we said our goodbyes and she left.

This is what confuses me, this girl was constantly refusing my advances, taking no advances towards me but over time gave me more and more of herself. What's more, she just didn't want to leave. And it's not as though she's reserved, she had no problem talking about the intimacies of sex or about how she likes to fuck.

Gah sorry for that mess, just so confused. Oh, and I tried asking her about this, in a way that suited the conversation at the time. She was very good at avoiding the question so I didn't bother.