I was in a fraternity for a short time in college before I dropped out of it. I still go to the same college currently. I really hate the fact that I was in one, even for a short period of time because of how it makes me feel and the general reputation of them.

This is especially hard because the type of girls that i like are generally the more artsy types who mostly look down on fraternity type shit. How do i get past the fact that I kind of hate myself for joining one, and knowing that i'll probably have to talk about it with a girl i like at some point in the future?