Depressing post alert.

Did you ever had the feeling that no matter what you do, practice or improve yourself you simply cannot attract someone sexually?

I've been in this for some years, and I'm quite depressed. I am sick of meeting people, sick of approaches, sick of boring clubs, sick of poor reciprocate, sick of not getting matches, sick of "Nice to meet you", sick of hearing stories from my friends, sick of "yOu'rE dOiNg GrEat", sick of worthless therapy and sick of not even knowing what the hell am I doing wrong. I can't even relate to most of you anymore.

I don't care if getting laid won't solve my problems or the mentality that I should have or whatever, that train has already come and gone several times. All I care is being able to have consensual sex with one girl I am attracted to. That's all I care.

I don't wanna buy an escort because that feels like giving up, but at the same time, I don't see a light in the tunnel. Damm man, I don't even know how I got myself into this situation.