Yo guys, i've just joined this subreddit recently and after browsing it these days, I realised how men are struggling for real to get laid, wich made me realise the real value of what I got since I can easily get laid but I hold myself from doing so. Let me explain, Im an 18 yo bodybuilder good looking dude, but I want to keep my virginity for the girl that I truly love and for the girl that im willing to spend my life with, wich probably means until marriage, and its for several reasons like I believe if I do it with love I ll enjoy it way more etc even tho its becoming  more and more harder to stop myself, i ve had 2 girlfriends, one when I was 13 yo wich lasted 3 months, and one last year wich lasted just one month haha, with this last one i was really willing to continue with her and see if she is the right one in the long term thus losing my virginity to her, but eventually I made some serious mistakes because i was noob in the game back then and she broke up with me, wich resulted in my broken heart since i loved her intensely, but no problem im healing now, plus after some months she came back to me and I blocked her, fuck that bitch, I have no time to waste with her, my life goals are waiting for me. Now the probelm is that Im doubting if waiting for the real one is a good decisions because I feel like im wasting something that every male dream about, wich is having the ability to get any girl, im scared that i ll arrive to 30 yo and just wasted my youth in waiting for the right one and did nothing, here in 18 yo and I feel like i ve wasted my teen years where I legally had the right to fuck under 18 yo bitches... what do you think guys ?