I haven't been very successful in high school in terms of social wise. My social skills were not great from the start having completely dropped out of year 9, then going back at year 10. Things were rough for me, emotionally, they still can be. I have the tools now and the understanding of the ego to observe what is going on inside me. And that is enough, but on the outer level, I want more. I want to be a part of the school community, outside of school. I heard in a conversation with some of the guys that there was a party. I had not heard anything about it beforehand. I want to change this. How do I do it?