This is the biggest thing which is stopping me from growing not just in game but also socially in friendships too. I am always feeling like i am being judged and i just have this weird feeling of awkwardness in my head always.

I have had girls call me cute when i am walking down the street and even checking me out but i am unable to do anything. I feel like whole world is looking at me. I know it's all bs but this thought is constantly in my head.

I have tried lying down on street couple of time too which tbh didn't really helped. I am into self development but this shit i can't get out of my head.

How the fuck do i get this shit out of my head?