the other day i chatted with my dad and he said that i'll never get a gf if i continue to be shy and that another kid a lot dumber than me got a lot of chicks just because he's not shy and doesn't give a fuck about other people.

well fuck that. i myself understand that i have to change, i'm fucking trying and it's hard.

when i was younger people kept asking me about school and i do really well in school, and now people ask me about girls, cuz i'm a teen and i'm supposed to have one just because, and it's so fucking annoying.

i don't give a fuck anymore if i have a girlfriend or not. fuck that, just because i don't have one doesn't mean i'm lower than someone else.

from now on i don't give a flying shit about girls if it happens it happens.

rant done.

edit: grammar