i dont know why but this honestly just hit me really hard. I am a second year student in college, and I have not done ANYTHING with a girl in 5-6 years. In middle school, I was good with girls, but then grade 9 I moved to an all boys school in another country so i basically did not meet ANY girl at all in my four years of high school.

Then first year of college, it was so depressing and stuff and I couldnt hook up with any girl at all because I seemed to have forgotten it. Now Im in my second year, rushed a fraternity, hoping everything would be better, but still, failing to make out / hook up. I am not an awkward person at all, nor im ugly. I receive compliments from girls from time to time.

After every party(basically every week), i get depressed because the brothers would be talking about how they hooked up with girls and shit and I would just be sitting there listening. I feel so fucking lonely and depressed all the time when Im alone because of this. I am a very social person, but I just suck with girls, I just fucking do, and I really want to change this.

I dont talk to anyone about this in real life because its embarrassing. I really need help from you guys, to teach me how to talk to girls or gain confidence once again.