Has anyone else been in period in which no matter what you do you keep finding new and different ways of messing things up? I feel like at this point if there is a way to mess things up I will find it and I just feel so unlucky at the moment. I am doing everything right and week after week I am applying what I have learned from the previous week and make sure that I don't make the same mistakes but it seems like new things appear all the fucking time.

I know that it's part of the process but it's been so freaking long now that I am stuck there and it's getting almost stupid at this point. I feel so much internal progress and I have progressed so much but my external results are almost laughable for the amount of work that I've put in. Just when I feel like I have reached the tipping point and I get some results it is followed by lots of disappointment.