I'm just not good enough to attract the calibre of woman whom I find attractive. So, I need to self-improve. I think this is a common theme in the PUA/seduction "community" (are is it really a community when all the guys in it are after the same women?) -- that "game" is not so much about getting girls to go "teehee, let's go to bed" but rather just about being a better person overall, with a focus on social interaction. And, social interaction is an enormous part of being human -- maybe the biggest part. We are a social species above all else, I'd say.

So anyway, I came to this realization while browsing Okcupid, where I realized I was not good enough for the women I found appealing. I'm overweight and unemployed, and I'm interested in slender, pretty-faced women with smart-sounding profiles. "Good luck," I say to myself sarcastically.

I'd rather be alone than date the calibre of woman that matches my current state, whatever sort of gorgon that might be. So, now begins the long, hard road to being datable x____________x