still go out. I was feeling like shit. Not in the mood to socialize at all tonight. I had decided I was going to stay home to play video-games and smoke weed but after much contemplating I forced myself out.

It was one of my most successful nights. I didn't K, or F-close, but as far as interacting with women goes, I did great. I got a few numbers and I was told "you really know how to attract women" by a HB9. I'm a former beta by definition (I'm sure a lot of us are), so to me this means a lot.

I was rejected a couple times too and brushed it off immediately, which almost made it seem like they were the ones getting rejected. Either way I'm building more tolerance to rejection which is great!

Just go out! Even if you're not feeling it, a little interaction with girls is always better than none at all.