Everything is changing naturally. I'm no longer pushing for a change, the changes just happen. I walk into a room, heads turn, my confidence raises, i approach. The little things I worried about and over thought, like DHV, the anime eyes, etc, I just get it. No thinking, I notice and it is as if instinctively I know and do the right thing.

I'm a bit worried that if things go back to the way they were i'd freak out, because I know eventually I will get a dry spell. but I shouldn't worry until it happens. Anyway, thanks to anyone who helped me on my way to this.