Tonight was the first real party of the year. Because of a ton of rules we aren't allowed to have people at our house until tonight (fraternity house). To start off I was having a terrible night, unnecessarily getting yelled at to do things that I never agreed to and such. This lead to a group of friends finding something new to tease me on, whatever they do that and it is just kind of accepted we all tease each other. As long as it's warranted I haven't minded before, this wasn't in my opinion.

A few hours into the party I find out someone has broken my door down (the door jam is now splinters) by some drunk ass. Also, someone broke the door to the bathroom up stairs (This is our bathroom and we try to prevent anyone from using it that isn't a house member).

Needless to say I was a little peeved, but I was trying to enjoy myself. Around midnight, one thirty, I start talking to this guy, kind of teasing him for staring at a tree. I meet his friends and it was pretty funny. Eventually one of their friends comes up and starts talking to me, we definitely knew each other from some where, but didn't remember where. After about half an hour later we remembered, we had a class together. Which was funny because the entire semester I had wanted to get her number but never got the opportunity, I eventually told her this. Unfortunately we were constantly being interrupted by people and the conversation stopped there.

This began to peeve me a little more. They weren't catching the hints to leave us alone. I later found out they weren't very obvious and at one point I asked the guy to stay and finish his story of how he knew the girl (I never did hear the end of that).

Cue the same guy from before that was yelling at me come in. No idea why but he comes up to the bar and puts his arm around the girl asking if her and another girl had a ride. I asked him if he knew where his girlfriend was and that he needed to go find her. This lead to him talking shit on me and who was upstairs. I was still pissed about my door so I laid into him about someone probably fucking in my bed. This lead to him commenting on how, "If I ever got a girl to sleep with me and I had an open room I would totally give it to you. No I wouldn't" something along those lines, I was fuming at that point and wasn't exactly thinking clear.

I exploded, telling him to fuck off and what not. I was done being interrupted and this jerk off giving me shit, fuck it. As I walked by the space heater (turned off) I threw it over, throwing shit wherever. Fuck it, I was beyond furious. When this happens I grab my bike and ride to the beach. I went to change my shirt. Well, someone is sleeping in my bed, it took me a few minutes to get him to leave (apparently I'm the bad guy according to a few random people in the hallway for kicking him out). When I got downstairs they were out front waiting for a cab. Good thing because my bike didn't work and I threw it across the backyard.

Needless to say I happen to be a very angry person. Luckily I've been able to control it only allowing it to come out when things boil over too much. Did I just completely burn the bridge with this girl? I actually feel pretty terrible about the whole thing and had a thing for her last year, we had talked about that shortly before being interrupted.

TL:DR; Talked to a girl I had a thing for previously. I was already peeved by some things when someone set me off and I blew up. I was in the middle of getting her number when I was interrupted and never given the opportunity again. Did I burn the bridge with her?

Edit: I forgot to add, but have no idea if it is important, that I know which dorm she lives in. Unfortunately, I don't recognize anyone that knows her from my fraternity. Apparently she was just going with the flow tonight. I was also supposed to give her a ride back. But, when she found out she knew people there still she decided to go with them, she did.