Just a post to vent because I’m feeling completely out of it today and my depression is kicking in again. Been like this ever since high school. It started when I saw 2 old buddies with there significant others walk into my job. And I guess maybe it hurt the most because all 3 of us used to hangout all the time and I got left out since we haven’t talked much. I said whats up to them and we caught up a little. They introduced me to their SO and went on there way. I’ve just been so lonely since high school and I just wish I had a girlfriend like all my other pals. I’m only getting older and nothings changing. Single for 4 years now. I’m just too ugly, too nervous, too short. Everything that could be wrong with someone is who I am. I wish I could change and go out and get some women but I don’t have it in me. It would be easier if I had a friend, but I don’t have that either. Somebody brighten my mood. Thanks for letting me ramble