Maybe this is a blessing in disguise. Maybe I'm at the tipping point of my game and it might just explode with crazy results. Maybe I'm about to become everything I ever wanted, and now that I am so close I'm terrified to just reach out and grab it.

This post is for the experienced posters who took the leap of faith and overcame their fear of success.

As Tyler said in The Blueprint, " I already know how to succeed with women, I just don't give myself permission to do so". Never have I felt truer words. For so long I identified myself as a loser, a loner, an introvert, etc.. so now that I've changed all of that I feel lost.

The old identity my ego wrapped itself around is gone and I don't know who I am anymore. I can still feel part of me clinging to the past because I'm afraid to move on. There is comfort and familiarity in the old me even though being the old me sucked. I'm scared to cross the threshold because I know once I do, there is no turning back. I MUST CHANGE. This is what I'm truly afraid of. It's a whole new world once I become good with girls. It's uncharted territory. I will be forced to change the way I view myself, view others, and view myself in relation to others. Please, someone give me the final push. I'm caught in limbo and I need help.