I'm 20 M . When I was 10 years old I saw her... She was my classmate in school , I got attracted at first sight , then we started chatting in Facebook and at highschool I proposed her and we got committed... Then some misunderstanding happened she blocked me and used no contact ..and after a year she got in relationship with another guy from her class because he told her he'll suicide if she didn't accept his love And it lasted for 3 years. That relationship was so toxic he kept lying about his health and she got worried then she developed doubt and asked him then he accepted that he lied about dying of Blood cancer . She was shattered and broke up with him... Last month and blocked him in social media. On dec 7 her birthday i wished her from my another acc which she didn't block .. I never thought she would reply me but she did said thank you . Then she told me about her breakup and she was in depression... I haven't talked to her for 5 years after our breakup. Then we understood that our breakup was merely a misunderstanding ...but it seems she kinda dumped me.. ! After talking for a month We went on a date . We talked had fun ate icecream... But then I told her that I still love her... But she wants to be friends only . I rejected that offer .. also she states that she is not in good state.. due to breakup and stuff.. now after that I didn't contact her or talk to her...she didn't bother either till now it's been 1 day since I stopped messaging her.. She knows I'm hurt . But I really love her so much ... I can't see her as a friend.. its my first love and only love!.. And I wanna marry her Please guide me guys ! Thank you