Been gaming for a while (mostly night game) and stopping to find my inner peace because I’m noticing most of my relationships are ruined due to self sabotage. Any books that can help with any of these issues?

  • Self hatred/ lack of self love
  • Emotionally unstable as in my emotions are all over the place
  • Always feeling unwanted & un-loved when it’s mostly in my head
  • Always keeping people at a distance to avoid getting hurt
  • Detached/Meaningless relationships to the point all girls I meet is only sexual/physical
  • Traumatic childhood
  • Feeling so lost