Hey guys, just looking to quite my mind a bit.

Its been over a year since I had to go on separate paths with a girl I liked a lot, and it seemed to be mutual, however, I was going through a hard time personally and it all ended in less than amicable way. There was messing up from both sides, and at the time I could not forgive her.

Now I am thinking if its even worth trying to get back? Been getting a lot of thoughts of her recently( its been her birthday recently) and I know that it's hard considering she repeatedly said that hates me and got me banned in place we both frequented, said that I hit her while she was drunk just so that I could leave the place and won't be a sore sight for her there( later admitting she done it only because was drunk).

I didn't see many other girls this year, was more focused on studies, travel, and gym (finally finishing my degree after all in the next month), so I understand why she is still on my mind.

But the feeling of regret does make me kinda sad for the last couple of days.

So thoughts/advice/motivation...move on?