So my gaming has been going pretty well lately. My phone is overflowing with numbers and I actually have a hard time keeping who's who straight (I got a black book iPhone app to help with this actually). The responses are all good and I've got a few meetings scheduled this week. Lots of interest.

Now the problem is that this past weekend I happened to seduce my neighbour, a few times. Full closes here. The thing is she's a really cool hot girl who I don't want to game, and I told her about where I was. She is serious relationship material, and that's exactly what she wants. She said she couldn't be there for me if I date other chicks which is understandable, and I can't hide it from her due to proximity. Plus despite all my gaming I'm upfront about my intentions with all I meet.

The problem now is after having gone this far calling it off is not going to go over well for either of us. Part of me really wants this, and her. The other part of me wants to see where my gaming takes me, since I just got started with the whole thing about a month ago. If I call it off, she'll be really hurt, and we'll spend a lot of time dodging each other in the building. If I don't call it off, I'll end up wondering what if, and that's even assuming that the relationship doesn't fail either. So I'm gambling either way here. Anyone been in a similar spot? Any insight would be appreciated right now. I don't want to hurt this girl but I'm thinking I already fucked up in the first place.