I posted briefly about this in a [FR] from this weekend.

There's a girl I'm trying to turn into a FWB, and I royally fucked it up this weekend. Without getting too into it, we set up that we were going to hang out after she got out of work at the bar she works at. The plan was to hang out at my friends apartment while I was the only one there. I was trying to f-close her to finalize this relationship as FWB. (We hooked up last weekend but I didn't f-close)

When the time comes and she gets out of work, she says she has to drop a friend off and then she'll call so I can tell her how to get to the apartment. Well I end up fucking passing out while waiting for her to call. (It was almost 4 in the morning and I had been partying all night.)

I text her the next morning and apologize, she says she's not mad but I haven't heard from her since then. Idek if I'll text her again.

I think the reason I'm pissed at my self is because I'm in the midst of a long dry spell, and it's clouding my thoughts. I should be laughing this off, but I'm struggling to do so. I'm not even really thinking much about the girl, more so about fucking this up. Everything was set up perfectly, we had a whole apartment to ourselves. I can't believe I didn't hear my phone going off, I'm a super light sleeper. FUCKKKK.

Does anyone have any input on how to laugh this off? Anything to read, videos to watch?