This weekend will be the end of the Oneitis I have.

Well, kind of have. There is a girl I have been crushing on for years that I'm finally going to risk everything on to give me peace of mind. Luckily with all the knowledge I have gathered from all of you beautiful people here on Seddit, I'm going in to it with the thought that if things don't work out, sucks for her. I don't need her to be happy.

Without getting into miniscule detail, I have known this girl - properly named "She" for sake of simplicity - for years, and She has been in an 'on and off' relationship for a few years with this one gentlemen, and recently, they have departed ways for good. I know this for sure because She would give hints that they were getting back together whenever they took "breaks", but now it's clear the both of them are satisfied with going their separate ways.

Cool, where do I come in? Well She and I have been close for awhile (She was with the kid for about as long as I knew her, but I was always a sucker about not messing with girls with boyfriends). But recently we've been going back and fourth, She flaked once, then I flaked her back, then I accidentally* flaked her again (Long story, but basically a huge lack of communication on my part).

This brings us to present times.

I told her (Not asked, told. Thanks Seddit!) that I'm coming over this weekend with a bottle and we're gonna have some fun. I was fed up with trying to clear my self to spend MY time with her. Her response was along the lines of "Wonderful (with a thumbs up emoticon)", which I was pleasantly surprised with.

So I will be pulling out all stops to finally see if I can't score this chick. I'll be looking her dead in the eyes (not overwhelmingly of course), escalating a lot, while keeping the conversations towards a sexual resolve, basically everything I've learned from you bad asses. I love the confidence I've picked up simply just from learning. I could careless if she rejects me. I know my worth and I know the potential I have. I've told her it's happening, so if she flakes on me or makes excuses, I'm done. I don't have time to play games. I'm CONFIDENT in my game, and I'm 100% content with the fact that this may be the end of her and I if she's not all for it. I'm not looking to be friends, I'm looking to have sex with a beautiful girl that I actually enjoy and see what comes from it.

I'm posting this here as relief for anyone else trying to overcome their Oneitis, for PUAs to watch the slow conversion from Beta to Alpha, and most importantly for any input from you guys to steer me in a different direction, or to do something differently.

Now let's have some fun.

PS - This is my first post ever. So cheers! :)