So I was hospitalized for depression and I wanted to hit on this super hot junkie girl who's here for rehab. A little guy who's like 4 years younger than me and who's here for rehab like her gets her first and now I'm all "wtf, I'm 6ft 4 ladies used to love before my depression, why didn't I get her first, that skinny little dude got her before me"

Do I even need to feel bad about this? Maybe because they're both junkies they connect better. Feels like shit being here in my bed when he's clapping her in her room, fuck's sake.