I am a thirty three year old man with very little relationship experience. A late bloomer, but not by choice. I was brainwashed by abstinence education and the baptist church. I was called gay and humiliated by women who I did my best to hide attraction from. I was bed ridden for years with autoimmune problems.

In my late twenties I finally caught a break and received medication that helped me recover. Though I felt lost and alone because I had never been with a woman. I then purchased my first massage and cried after I made it back to my car.

I am not an ugly man by any means. I do not possess the skills to attract women. I want a relationship and love. My experience with online dating does not make me feel confident. I have gained a little weight but am working to get that down.

I am a software engineer and make decent money. I have my own place, car, and have no debt. There has to be someone good out there for me!

I feel robbed of my youth. And now my vision is failing me from my keratoconus..,

I’m a fighter though, but there is only so much a man can take.

I have read the game and other pick up artists books to get my foot in the door. I am lonely.